Okay, so I was flipping through web pages and saw an advertisement for helping kids in third world countries. I would do it myself but I'm still unemployed... Anyways, the thing that got me about this ad was that they offered a free CD if you went and 'adopted' a kid. That to me just shows how far we have sunk as a society. In order for people to be willing to help they have to get something out of it for themselves? That is just wrong. I remember growing up and learning to help simply because it was right and God would have the reward for me, not the people I was helping. What really got to me was that this was on a web site for Christians, they really should know better. What about 'storing your treasures in heaven, where moth and dust do not corrupt'? It is simply sad how materialistic we have become.
That's enough for the ranting and preaching...

Ok, so I just did this thing called oil pulling. Has to be one of the nastiest things out there (well other than drinking your own urine), but I have found that it does help some. What is it? Well you take anywhere from a table-teaspoon of the oil of your choice and swish it around in your mouth for 10-20 minutes. Makes you want to gag. Don't swallow, it will make you sick to your stomach and raise your chosterol levels (not too sure on the last one, but it can't be good for you to drink oil like that). After that make sure to brush your teeth (might want to use some baking soda before the toothpaste). Oh, and it is suggested that you wait like four hours after eating... don't know why. Oh, and drink lots of water.
I read some thing that a guy in India published saying that it can cure cancer (yeah right). But it does get the teeth nice and white (baking soda?). I also think that it is helping my mouth, I haven't been to the dentist in I don't know how long and my mouth was suffering, but it is doing a bit better now. I think the oil pulling actually pulls out the bacteria that were having a hay day with my gums (yeah they were bleeding and stuff, but it's stopped). Thus my mouth is able to recover. I'm doing it about once a week, can't handle more then that, though some people were going for twice a day (uck). It makes me hack up stuff, which is probably a good thing as I live in a very poluted area and I think I should hack up a lot more. When I was sick and did it I practically hacked up a lung full of green (nice imagery).
If you really want to try it out (I wouldn't after reading this) you should go here to find out more... I may be somewhat smart, but it is usually best to get a second opinion.

Okay, so I just went and updated my journal theme and name. Yay. I think this better suits my mood right now, so I may change it again the next time I log-in. I'm going to go job hunting in the next couple of days, the current one is not agreeing with me so I need something different... don't have a clue as to what, but I am sure that something will come.
Till next time.

Yeah I haven't updated in forever. Not in uni right now, only have about a year left before I get a degree but can't handle it right now so I'm just working.... kinda wanna strangle my boss sometimes...
Anyway, I just had to listen to my hubby's alarm clock go off for ten minutes straight because he is worse to wake up than a bear coming out of hibernation. But it gave me the thought of who ever invented the stupid things should have their grave desecrated or something, the same for watches and time-telling devices in general. Lets go back to the good old days of using the sun and sun-dials. I hate how restricted we have become by time. Then again I think that even if we got rid of all that I'd still feel restricted... so this is kinda a useless rant... guess I'll never truly be free till I'm dead, though I'm not going to hurry the process.
Did that make you think?

(Something I wrote when my hubby and me were fighting, just reread it and almost cried so thought I'd share)

The Kiss

He kissed me in passion as our hands and bodies danced

He kissed me passively while our heads nodding off to sleep

He kissed me angrily when he stomped out of the house

He kissed me lovingly as he said ‘I’m sorry’

He kissed me in grief as I closed my eyes the last time, trying to kiss him back

Ok, so I was reading "Kaichou wa Maid-sama!" chapter 11 when I came up with this and just had to write it, it's short but sweet. Hope someone likes it :)




Name: Sweet Dreams
Fandom: Kaichou wa Maid-sama!
Rating: G
Pairing: TakumiXMisaki

Can't believe that I haven't updated this in over a year... guess real life is more important. Not much new for me, I'm taking a year off from school and have freaked myself out thinking I was pregnant (not)... That's about it for now... Oh yeah, my legs changed color from striking white to light pink and then back to white, but they did change!!
Yay for sunshine.

In case you didn't catch it in my other posts, I hate my lab reports right now. *evil glare* I am currently trying to finish about four of them by tomorrow since that is my last day of classes... and then finals begin. *screams* If anyone knows of a way that I can commit suicide without all the after affects... like... say... death, please let me know.
I am enjoying making new friends here, and so far we all love FMA which makes it even better. I just need to learn to concentrate on things other than FMA again, had it down once and have lost it along with most of my mind. So if you see something that looks like my better half that is reading some boring school book PLEASE let me know so I can regain my sanity.
Yay, I found chapter 70 in a scanlation! Now I just need to stop reading this somewhat depressing story about Havoc's um injury (don't want to give anything away to people who haven't read chapter something).
I am really putting off these reports... how to make myself work... fear of failing, *shudders and heart stops* seems to be working at the moment so I'll stick with that till they're done and I have no more worries which will not happen till I'm dead and have entered that special place in hell just for me and the others that are as sick as me *grins*
I hate this time of the month (yes I am a woman so you can guess what that means and it don't take a genius). I feel like trying to go howl at the moon to make myself feel better... I wonder if it is a full moon... Ah well, doesn't really matter since I would do it even if the moon wasn't there tonight since I feel like I'm insane.
I am going to go now, enough ranting and rambling for one night. Hopefully by the next time I update I'll no longer have this little 'friend' and will be able to be my horny and sex crazed self (I hate the fact that I can't be myself fully for one week out of every month, that's 12 times a year, about 23% of each year, just too much time taken away from being me). Oh yeah, I was stopping, so I hope I didn't scar any of you and some I know I didn't because they have scarred me more than I am capable of scarring others... stop stop stop
So have a good night er... morning and all,
hiya24 *smiles*

Yeah, so now any crazy stalkers can narrow down their search to several hundred or thousand, maybe even a million miles of ice, forest, coastline, rolling plains, and some desert.  Ah, I don't think anyone would want to stalk me anyways, I'm too boring cuz all I ever seem to be doing is writing damn lab reports, or studying for tests or writing other reports or something else school related.  The only thing in my life that is not school related is my hubby, though with the way he keeps on looking over my shoulder to make sure I am working on my reports he might as well be school related... though he most definitely does other things that he doesn't like me to talk about that are not school related, and I will let your imagination take that anyway it wants (you wouldn't take it the way I mean it, only if left to your imagination will you understand).
As I said in my last post, I am glad that this is my little space away from my life where I can be myself, since if my hubby saw what I wrote above I would have a couple of very cold lonely nights without even my fanfic. 
I finally got a person that I know is a great writer to look at my fanfic and now I have to wait till after finals and then overhaul the two chapters I have written. I am happy that I decided to make it short and mainly for fun, though I am thinking about making Riza a lesbian... she is hot and I think I would like to see her like that though I don't know who with (I am married to a man and I am a woman, but I still notice these things). Anyways, I want take some focus away from Mustang in this little fic of mine so I think that is part of the reason that I want to do that with Riza... That doesn't sound right. Even though I identify the most with Mustang (burn paperwork and save the trees, create less paperwork), I have found way too many fics that have him as a main player without focusing on some of the others. Ah well, I am rambling... though that is why I started this, to have a place for my rambles without completely making those around me go insane, instead I can make random people and the few people who I know and are on here go insane.
Oh, in case you are dense, or just not very observant, I have a very sick mind that usually is thinking about sex in any form... I am so glad that I am married now, he just didn't realize what he was getting into until it was too late.  I should finish preping for a presentation I have in less than three hours for which the head of the dept is going to be there *screams in terror*
Wish me luck
=)

Hi anyone who happens to look at this,
I guess this is kinda just for me and the people who find it so I can be completely myself here, that's a nice feeling.  I suppose that whomever is reading this would want to know why they chose to read the journal of a woman who is completely insane.  Frankly I have no clue.  Right now I am just rambling and trying to piece together this aweful lab report I have to finish before noon tomorrow or I'll have my ass handed to me by someone.  Well I guess that while I think about DNA and restriction enzymes I'll let you know about the insaneness that I call me.
First, it was all my parents' fault.  Actually, it was the fact that they breed like rabbits and made me the youngest of nine out of which seven are girls.  Just imagine the drama of one teenage girl and multiple and multiple because they play off each other and make it worse than it was to begin with.  Oh, I will mention that I was one of those girls, but I was one of the good ones of which there were few, my poor brothers.
Second, oh, still my parents' fault.  Not really, I actually love my parents and would not trade them for the world, maybe world peace but not the world.  I am also insane because I like to lable myself that, though willingly doing so may make me even more insane but I was raised that being different was a good thing.
Third, it's FMA's fault.  Ok, so actually not since I am my own person and can make decisions for myself, or so I thought.  FMA (Full Metal Alchemist) is an anime and manga.  I got hooked by the anime and am addicted to the manga.  The worst part is that I have found this thingy called fanfic and if you don't know what that is run.  Anyways, I have found some really good authors, and some really crappy ones, but if it is good I find myself sucked into the story and can't put it down (or click it closed) untill I find out what happens.  I am a student so this is not a good thing.  Anyways, I am working on one of my own.  I doing a crossover, not so original, but I don't think this crossover has been done before.  I am crossing over FMA with Buffy the Vampire Slayer.  I haven't posted it yet because I want some advice on it, my friends that have seen it like it, but I'm a little unsure of myself.  So if you think that the idea is crap go ahead and tell me since you will probably give me the reason to post it.  I think that I'll stop now and get some coffee (mmm, caffine) and work on that report.
Thank you for reading the ramblings of an insane geek,
hiya24